Posted by vlorbik on August 29, 2012
01/02/11 posted in 2010 partial contents
02/10/11 …in front of a mic… announcing my soundcloud page
03/09/11 we are not data metaphysical ramble
05/25/11 more four-string guitar liner notes
05/03/11 not dark yet wisdom & fame
06/12/11 how public like a frog link to video of me
07/05/11 poster by me still up today
07/27/11 miracles of the web r. shaffer painting spotted
08/15/11 go tell it on the ‘net broken security
01/06/12 quarterly report after long hiatus
04/03/12 many dollars short day of higher ed
06/24/12 de profundis listening as punishment
gettin pretty sparse… long past time to move on…
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Posted by vlorbik on August 25, 2012
i can’t tell if anybody’s reading
and it’s way beyond frustrating.
but i keep hoping for feedback
from readers like some cargo-cultist
fishing in some dried-out hole.
to anyone reading in a “feed” or
e-mail; to anybody stopping here
and clicking around after finding
this site while searching for
something else: thanks. wow.
please believe i mean it.
nobody knows better than i do
how easy it is to find cool stuff
on the net; nobody knows better
than i do how uninteresting my life is.
anyhow, here’s the deal.
i quit forever if i don’t get
at least a goodly handful of
messages (comments or e-mails
or… best and least likely…
face-to-face contacts) urging
me to go on. some massive
outpouring on the order of
half a dozen or so.
i mean i quit *this blog*,
of course… suicide is for
braver souls than my own.
please don’t be afraid:
i’ll be annoying other people
in other venues for as long as
i have the power to do so.
i fought the obviously-
-unsustainable empire of
bigger-is-better and the
empire won. for now.
when it falls soon, i’ll
probably be dead of course like
almost everybody else. oops.
have fun storming the castle.
love always. V.
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Posted by vlorbik on August 21, 2012
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Posted by vlorbik on August 5, 2012
i quit facebook. it was surprisingly easy.
(so far… there’ll be withdrawal symptoms,
you bet. but, e.g., quitting AOL reduced me
to a complete loss of cool [screaming at
innocent telephone boiler-room wageslaves
and whatnot; by contrast, there was very
little of the “tell me everything about
yourself that might help somebody sell
you something, or no dice” obstacle-course
stuff one has learned to take for granted].
make no mistake, for me it *is* an addiction
… or something so close that mere simile
[“it’s *like* an addiction”] feels like a lie.
for example, just as pounding down beer
and whiskey typically has a short-term effect
of gladness-to-be-alive and confidence-in-my-
-own-interestingness for a few hours,
followed by considerable wishing-*not*-
-to-alive and embarrassment-at-existing-
-at-all, so too does facebook participation
tend to instill in me a certain short-term
feeling of being connected to loved ones
and other interesting people… at the cost
of feeling *even more* lonely and *dis*connected
when the effect [soon] wears off. anyhow, fuck it.)
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